God's Timing

Far too often I feel like I need to be doing more with my life.  My dreams have always been too big for my small town.  There are so many things that I feel I need to be doing, but don't how to do them.  I would love to sell everything I own and go on the road and just tell lost people about Jesus.  I want to be in a different city each week telling my story to teens who believe they don't deserve Jesus.  I want to be somewhere other than where I am! I love my job and I love my youth group, so I always feel guilty feeling like this.  This feeling is a weekly thing for me, I just can't get it our of my system.  I just believe the Lord has given me so many gifts and talents and I don't want them to lie dormant in my body.  I don't know what to do with myself, other than pray of course.  I do believe God as put me where I am for a reason, but I also believe that the feelings I keep having for for a reason too.  

I have never been one with a lot of patience, so I know I need to just be patient and it'll all work out in God's time.  I have to keep having faith that God's timing is ALWAYS right.  I  know that I just need to chill and let what is going to happen happen, but it's so hard for me. I am just such an extreme person that it is hard for me to live a "normal" life.  I always tell the kids in my youth group to "be wild and crazy for Jesus," and I'm not as wild and crazy as I wish I was.  

I know that I just need to pray and be patient and let God be in control!  

Until next time...Psalm 103:2